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It has come to my attention that certain members on the Rave think it is a good idea to have more than one account. Most of them, like a certain house mistress I know, follow VR rules regarding muptile accounts and do not harass anyone with their new account. A few think that Cancer cannot tell them nothing and his rules mean not a thing. They will have more than one free account and will harass members with their new account . Usually, the people they are harassing are people they bothered in the past and they have been blocked on their old account.



Stalking is a crime. I am sure that is not a new revelation to anyone. Electronic stalking via the Internet is just as illegal and wrong as if you followed someone around in real life and harassed them. You can go to jail. If you do not know, Cancer would have to give law enforcement anything they wanted concerning the rave. Do you think he would get in legal trouble just to protect a knucklehead on the rave who broke the law? I think not.



Slander and libel are crimes. You can get in trouble for that. Nothing deleted on the Internet is gone forever. It can and will be retrieved if a law is broken. The person breaking the law will get into trouble. Do not think the Internet gives you immunity from this. They can use your IP address and other methods to locate you. One day, you will be sitting at home or work. The next thing you know you are being arrested. It can happen folks. Do not think you are immune because Vampire Rave is a website.

I have two days off every week. This time around was mainly relaxing and peaceful. Drama tried to rear its ugly head on Saturday, but I am learning to avoid it like a solider would avoid a minefield. Life is too short and too precious to focus on the ugly, drama parts of it.



I had a tough time getting to Academy to purchase school uniforms for Malcolm All was not lost though. Cheryl brought him by yesterday evening on their way to church. I gave her some money and she was going to go by Academy before it closed. I know she was thinking of getting him a backpack with the money I gave her. I hope so. I would like to know I bought his backpack. Malcolm is now in the seventh grade. He started school today. It is hard to believe that. It seems like yesterday that he was learning to walk.



My roommate got on a cleaning kick yesterday. She cleaned the room she sleeps in and I am glad. I did not want to do it, because it was mainly her and her daughter's things. I have lost things of other people's when I clean, so I have learned to let them clean up their own messes.



I think I feel better than I have in awhile. I feel at peace. I do not know how that happened. I know a lady I work with has been praying for me. I pray for her too. Maybe God heard and realized inner peace was what I really needed. It is about time. I have been wanting that for years. Thank you God.



I hope anyone reading this has a good Monday. I am trying not to see today as the beginning of a long week.

Two of my current co-workers would seem dumb to anyone that did not know them. One , this girl, got a double paycheck last week. You know how much you get paid and you know if you were overpaid. That should have been obvious, so you can only think that she thought they made a mistake and I am going to enjoy the extra money. Well, this week she received a five dollar check. Guess what? Yeah, you were probably right. They took the overpayment out of this week's check. The smart thing to do if you were going to be dishonest and keep the money would have been to put half of it back and save it. You could have it for this week. But no. This girl went on a spending spree. She had to leave work early to go get money from her mother. Her mother lives out of town. So, now her check for next week will be short.



This guy who was in my training class has a girlfriend or live in working there too. In fact, she was in the same training class. So was this friend of mine that this guy keeps hitting on. He gave her his phone number and has called her. He even got mad when she did not call him back. The girl he is living with works on the same team as my friend and I. My friend has gone to lunch with her , so apparently they are friendly and may become friends. The guy knows all of this and is still trying to hook up with my friend. I quess he thinks he is a major playa. You cannot be a playa, when you do not know what the word play even means. He is either muy estupido, wanting to get caught or just does not care. Perhaps, a little of all three.

LOS LONELY BOYS





"Heaven"



Save me from this prison

Lord help me get away

Cause only you can save me now

From this misery

Cause I've been lost in my own place

And I'm getting' weary

How far is heaven

And I know I need to change

My ways of livin'

How far is heaven, Lord can you tell me





ause I've been locked up way too long

In this crazy world, how far is heaven

I just keep on prayin' Lord

Just keep on livin', how far is heaven

Lord can you tell me, how far is heaven

I just got to know how far, how far is heaven

Lord can you tell me



Tu que estas en alto cielo,

Echame tu bendiciòn

[translated from Spanish]

[You that's in a higher place

Send me down a blessing]



Cause I know there's a better place

Than this place I'm livin', how far is heaven

So I just got to show some faith

And just keep on giving, how far is heaven

Lord can you tell me, how far is heaven

I just wanna know how far, how far is heaven,

Lord can you tell me, how far is heaven,

'cause I just gotta know how far,

I just wanna know far

My friend Matt from Marlin, Texas, use to tell me that I worried about the wrong damn thing. He was not lying. He also said it about other people.



Now , it seems the Democratic hopefuls for president are worrying about the wrong damn thing. I am a Democrat and would much rather see the Republican hopefuls behave in this manner. I thought the goal was to get the White House from the Republican party.



The following article tells you what they got up in arms about. I have comments afterwards.



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CHICAGO, Illinois (CNN) -- At a debate in front of thousands of labor union activists Tuesday, Sen. Barack Obama's Democratic presidential rivals blasted him for his remarks about Pakistan.



Last Wednesday, the Illinois senator said that if it were necessary to root out terrorists, he would send U.S. forces into Pakistan without the country's approval.



"You can think big, but remember, you shouldn't always say everything you think if you're running for president, because it has consequences around the world," Sen. Hillary Clinton said during a 90-minute Democratic presidential forum in Chicago sponsored by the AFL-CIO.



Chicago is Obama's hometown, and Clinton's statement drew boos. The New York senator responded, "We don't need that right now."



Despite the frosty reception, Connecticut Sen. Chris Dodd joined Clinton in criticizing Obama. He said Obama's stance could undermine Pakistani President Pervez Musharraf, the country's military ruler, who has been a U.S. ally in the fight against al Qaeda.



"While General Musharraf is no Thomas Jefferson, he may be the only thing that stands between us and having an Islamic fundamentalist state in that country," Dodd said.



So while I would like to see him change, the reality is, if we lose him, then what we face is an alternative that could be a lot worse for our country."



Obama jumped into the fray.



"I find it amusing that those who helped to authorize and engineer the biggest foreign policy disaster in our generation are now criticizing me for making sure that we are on the right battlefield and not the wrong battlefield in the war against terrorism," he said.



"If we have actionable intelligence on al Qaeda operatives, including [Osama] bin Laden, and President Musharraf cannot act, then we should," Obama said. "That's just common sense."



He also said Americans had the right to participate in the debate over such a key aspect of American foreign policy.



But Clinton countered by saying that while U.S. forces might have to pursue action inside Pakistan "on the basis of actionable intelligence," it was "a very big mistake to telegraph that and to destabilize the Musharraf regime, which is fighting for its life against the Islamist extremists who are in bed with al Qaeda and the Taliban."



"Remember, Pakistan has nuclear weapons. The last thing we want is to have al Qaeda-like followers in charge of Pakistan and having access to nuclear weapons."



Sen. Joe Biden of Delaware responded later in the debate, noting that the strategy Obama outlined was already U.S. policy.



"Everyone's entitled to their own opinion, but not their own facts," Biden said. "It's already the policy of the United States -- has been for four years -- that there's actionable intelligence, we would go into Pakistan."



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Now, if Mr Biden was correct in his statement that it is the policy of the United States to go into Pakistan if there is reliable evidence that terrorists are hiding out and operating from Pakistan, why in the world are the Democratic candidates for presidents trying to jump all over Mr. Obama.? Maybe because he is popular and he is the second candidate in the polls. I am sure it is burning the behinds of the candidates that have had more experience than Obama and do not have his popularity.



Pakistan is a country with nuclear weapons. If terrorists overrun that country, we are all in a bind that we may not ever get out of it. It may come down to doing what the terrorists want or seeing the world get nuked. I do not relish either option. If terrorists take over Pakistan, would they then attempt to provoke India. India has nuclear weapons and is right next door to Pakistan . Pakistan and India have been into it about the Kashmir region forever. What if the terrorists turn over the Kashmir to India and help their poor in exchange for their support. The untouchables in India may find that the terrorists will treat them better than the upper crust in the Indian caste system. Think it can not happen? Hebozllah used similar techniques to get support in Lebanon.



It amazes me that some think the President of Pakistan can take care of the terrorists that may be hiding in his country by himself. I remember when we wanted Arafat to control the terrorist organization, Hamas all by himself. Arafat died and left the planet. All Hell just broke lose in that part of the world we wanted him to watch over without much help. The same thing can happen here. Someone is always trying to assassinate the Pakistani president. While I hope an assassin's bullet does not take him out, it is a possibility. He could decide to say hell with it and let someone else lead the country.



Do the Democratic candidates know that their stance could make someone think they do not want to get the terrorists? Do they not know that someone could believe they want to give those who want to bomb others due to ideology a helping hand?



Have they forgotten the American people? Barak Obama stated in his foreign policy statement I read in a foreign policy journal that anything we do overseas must consider the American people. Christopher Dodd has not mentioned giving anything to the American people for the sacrifices that may have to be made to stop terrorism. Christopher Dodd is too busy checking and doubling checking everything Obama said to be a great contributor to the war on terrorism.



Remember that Barak Obama said if we have actionable intelligence that terrorists are hiding in Pakistan. He did not say we have the evidence and must go in today. I am sure he recognizes the folly of going in and not having a plan of what to do. I am sure the lessons of Iraq are not lost on him. I am tired of hearing who voted for the Iraqi war and who did not too. Let's get over that. We have a stituation on our hands. Let's get down to the business of handling that. Worrying about who shot John in 1390 is not going to stop the terrorists today no matter where they are on the planet.

Why in the world would you send a message like this to anyone? Cancer stated his email has been backed up. I would hate to be the one who had to clear out his inbox on the rave. I would hate to get messages like this. I would wonder if this person was just putting me on or actually crazy. I just hope she or he does not get anywhere near Orlando Bloom or anyone else famous she has a thing for. I am afraid there maybe a stalking charge in his or her future. Hopefully, that will be as serious as it gets.



Here is the message Cancer got:



Date: 22 May 2007

To: webmaster@vampirerave.com

From: varsh19@yahoo.com (varsha george)



hello,i am from india and need your help.this might sound huts and crazy.but you see the thing is i am truly,madly,deeply,honestly and seriously in love with hayden christensen,orlando bloom,micheal owens a football player etc i guess the list can go on.but there's another mad and lunatic thing i am also in love with animated characters like inu yasha,vampire hunter D,kurama,camille bidan etc GOD this drives me crazy first few names like hayden christensen etc are for real but the others like inuyasha is just animated yet i love them all cann't whom to truly love

"Because Of You"



I will not make the same mistakes that you did

I will not let myself

Cause my heart so much misery

I will not break the way you did,

You fell so hard

I've learned the hard way

To never let it get that far



Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you

I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me

Because of you

I am afraid



I lose my way

And it's not too long before you point it out

I cannot cry

Because I know that's weakness in your eyes

I'm forced to fake

A smile, a laugh everyday of my life

My heart can't possibly break

When it wasn't even whole to start with



Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you



I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you

I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me

Because of you

I am afraid



I watched you die

I heard you cry every night in your sleep

I was so young

You should have known better than to lean on me

You never thought of anyone else

You just saw your pain

And now I cry in the middle of the night

For the same damn thing





Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you

I try my hardest just to forget everything

Because of you

I don't know how to let anyone else in

Because of you

I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty

Because of you

I am afraid



Because of you

Because of you



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This song really gets to me. I know people that this song reminds me of. They spent most of their lives in pain and suffering thanks to the actions of someone they loved. They are afraid.



I am afraid. Most people do not get that. I am scared. I thank my ex-husband for some of it. I have thank so-called friends who were screwed up by various people before I ever met them.



I sometimes want to cry and not stop. Not just for my own stuff. I want to cry when I look around and think I see someone else in the same boat as me.

This year has flown by at a rapid pace. I think time is beginning to speed up. I hear you think that the older you get. By the time I am sixty, it will seem that a year was only three months long.



I am waiting for my ride to work. I am currently drinking the biggest cup of coffee I could purchase at Burger King. I bought two sausage biscuits, but could not eat both of them. I think it is too early in the day for me to eat. I will see if Rebecca wants the one I could not get down. There was nothing wrong with the food, I just could not get my stomach to receive any more nourishment.



The last two nights I get the most mental person in the United States calling me for a computer. The first one thought he was entitled to a discount. Of course, someone asked another sales rep about a Cuban discount. I am not bias against anyone, but he was not getting a Cuban discount. IF that is the case , I want an Irish discount. RIght , buddy. The guy last night was upset and had a right to be. I had to calm him down. I would have been upset too if I thought I had an order coming and the order had been cancelled. He could not get the same price and was upset. Prices change. Promotions only last for so long. I wish I could have helped him better.



I am going to work. I have to work nine days in a row. Real fun. It should pick up this weekend. This weekend will bring all the customers trying to take advantage of tax free weekend.